Saturday, December 5, 2009

Weird to think back...

Last year at this time we were going through our invitro experience....waiting 'til Christmas to find out whether it was successful.

A year ago today, on December 5, 2008 our 3 little embryos were growing in a petri dish. We had such high hopes for them.

It seems hard to believe that an entire year has gone by. It's of one of those things I put out of my mind because it's too hard to think about. But when I let myself for just a minute, it seems like only yesterday. I feel like I should be so much farther along in getting past it. But the truth is, I guess I'm not.

On the bright side, when I think back to those dark days, I do remember how much love and kindness we received from our friends and family at such a hard time...and I'm grateful for that.

We're still undecided at the moment when the next invitro experience will be, but it's not off the list yet.

1 comment:

Emily C said...

i sill remember how excited and hopeful we were for those 3 little embryos. i just knew they were little fighters and one would make it! And then how sad we were that one DID make it, but was just in the wrong spot. :-(
why oh why? We still think of you all the time. We love you both so much.