It's not a viable pregnancy

Well, my post will be short.

The ultrasound did not show a viable pregnancy. It actually didn't show anything. They couldn't see anything in my uterus, my tubes or anywhere. But the doctor concluded that with such low HCG numbers and taking into account the dates of the transfer and the lack of any visible sac this far along, that it is not viable.

Since my health is now at high risk due to it possibly being a tubal pregnancy (afraid of rupturing), I have to go tomorrow to have a shot that will dissolve the tissue. It's a low dose chemo drug. Kind of scares me to take something like that, but I guess it's what people do.

Anyway, it's been a hard day and I'm feeling every emotion from A-Z. I hope we can just have some peace and quiet tonight and get through it.